waste of space

i've been inside
i've had nowhere to hide to escape my mind
i tried to black out daylight
dreaming of ways to die
i can't decide

i don't know how much more i can take
i just want to lay in bed all day
i don't know how much more i can take
i just wanna be a waste of space

circle the drain
my thoughts revolve the same
suffering and pain remain
to love lost and found
an evil in the crowd
look at me now